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i’ve been trying to figure out where to write my food logs because i hate actually writing. so i’m gonna put them here bc no one gets on tumblr anymore.
Day 1
breakfast:
-cinnamon tea (0cal)
-1tbsp honey (60cal)
-¼ cup of low fat milk (20cal)
-¼ cup of cashews (140cal)
total: 220cal
lunch:
-same as breakfast minus cashews (140cal) ((double honey))
-½ fried pickle (74cal)
total: (214cal)
dinner:
-chicken sandwich (700cal)
total: (700cal)
snacks:
-9 doritos (105cal)
total: (105cal)
goal: 1200 calories
total: 1249 calories
over 49 calories
16+ hour fast started at 2:53pm
“we fell out of love those are just 5 words we say when we dont want to explain what really happened how can i explain to someone in a couple of seconds that when we went our separate ways it felt like i fell off a cliff you were my gravity the same way it holds me down you held me down so fucking close to you i swear i thought we could never be apart i fell down i couldn't control the fall i was just waiting to land and be dead the same way i felt while we were in love every single fucking day i was on top of the cliff looking down waiting for the day you leave and thats when i would fall over and land so fucking hard at the bottom, it happened so fast i dont even remember falling off but fuck i remember the land i remember not being able to move or think or sometimes id forget to breathe i dont know if its because of the fall that shortened my breathing or maybe i didn't want to anymore you told me maybe we’d work out one day but right now we intoxicate each other, and poison our cells your parents fell out of love it took them 10 years to realize it, it was through missed dinners and secret phone calls and coming home later than they said they would you dont realize they’re leaving but in reality they were gone all along you just refused to believe it how am i supposed to explain to anyone that you were the blood that ran through my viens and the reason why i ever fucking smiled in pictures i saw you in the sun every sunday morning and i felt you in my covers wrapped around me every single fucking night i was trying to sleep but you made your way into my skin and all the way up into my brain and into my dreams id wake up every fucking morning screaming begging for you to just go away but you were always there and i cant tell if i loved having you on my mind all the time or if you just fucking stressed me out but now i see you in the pills i swallow to fucking try and forget you and i saw your tongue between her teeth and i understood maybe we were never meant to be.”
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we fell out of love
j
(via bubbly)
kiss me slowly.
